i finally have MERRY! the fellowship is complete!
i had a whole entry here but my mouse had a heart attack and dove off my desk and that made the window close. for some reason.
but today was awesome. had the talk with joel and i didn't cry. least not so he could see anyways. i think i have the stifling of the tears down to a science. i can't get into the details cause it's confidential. but nothing really that i didn't know anyways. which is AWESOME! i'm on the right track!
so i'm really sad for my friend katie. she told her best guy friend of goodness knows how long that she liked him and things got wicked weird. she asked him if things were strange and he said no. but obviously they are. he's not talking to her! and now she feels so awful. she's so upset that she almost started crying today at work. darned boy. but i can see why he'd react that way. it is awkward. but they've been friends for SO long. i dunno, i just hope everything works out. for both of them. i'll prolly call her tomorrow. see how things be.
it is now 11:37 and i just got back from helping my friend manuel pick up his truck all the way in westerly. my phone starts ringing and i think it's katie cause of the ring. nope, it's a restricted number. so i think sarah's calling from her house phone. no it's MANUEL! and i'm so excited! we've planned to go to the movies tomorrow night to see Troy. *nods* good stuff. but i haven't seen him in forever and here i am getting a phone call from him at 9 something. twas nice.
but i hit something on the way home! i'm so concerned! something ran out not in front of my car, but like into the side tire just enough to like get sucked in. i'm just guessing. i can't remember if i heard a crunch, but there was no bump. i saw it just as it tried to turn away from my car. which was hard cause it was running to get out of the way of another car. oh goodness i hope it was some wild animal! my gut instinct tells me it was a cat. *cries* i hope not! i don't want to be responsible for some family loosing their beloved cat! that would be awful! but i do think i hit it. *cries some more*
now i'm here and finished writing. suday school tomorrow morning and a fresh day given by God himself. he never ceases to amaze me...and make me happy! - Weller