*sings* and it's off to the races again!
i am beat.
BUT i have been reading an awful lot of CSLewis' Perelandra and i'm so into it it scares me. the whole plot is just awesome. it makes you think. hence the reason why i'm listed. BUT you all should read it. some of the words are real hard to read, and this comes from a 20 year old who has gotten A's in english all her life. even if you have to read it with a dictionary sitting next to you, you should. and maybe just go out and buy it if you can't deal with all the fancy wordage right now. maybe you will in the future, and it's a good investment.
while you're at it, you may want to check out the first part of CSLewis' space trillogy called Out of the Silent Planet. that is where all the good stuff in Perelandra begins. and after you read both of those (and buy a new dictionary cause yours may be falling apart) you should pick up the last installment of the trillogy called That Hideous Strength. i don't know how good that one is, but if the first two are keeping my attention like LOTR...then i can figure it's some good stuff.
nine more days until i'm on my vacay! that's off to tenessee for the FCOG Youth Convention! i'm kind ov excited, but not enough to be spazzing out. yet. i wish aranel was able to come, she has to work that week. *sniff* i don't know how i'll ever survive.
l-speth is supposed to call me as to the 'what's up-ness' of going to bible study. staci's back and i feel that may change her decision to stay at home this time. i don't know. i want to see staci and hope, andrew and leah, and sarah. and all the other people i don't know. but there's this part of me that just wants to stay home and relax. is that bad? i keep thinking that i really should go. then i decide not to. *sigh*
i've been sighing alot lately. this job has me on my toes. my mental toes, that is. i come home most days with a headache now. that never happened to me before. i guess there's just so much that could go wrong in a medical office that my brain is having trouble re-routing all the problems and phone calls and paperwork so i don't screw something up.
they want to leave me alone on saturdays. *eeech* alone. i figure i'll get to do things my way...but i don't know them everyone else's way completely yet so i don't want them leaving me alone on saturdays. they're making me close friday nights. i can do that. i've done it. and i was fine. i just don't want to be there by myself and mess up only to come in the next morning and be chastised for it.
see, there i go being insecure again.
i keep thinking about Mr. Nelly. i decided today that he's not cute. he's handsome. yes, i have decided this. the last time i saw him was 2 weeks ago, i'm surprised i have any memory of him to go on.
Nuggets has called once again. it seems we just can't get our times right these past few weeks. either she's busy or i'm busy, or namander's busy. and she's not going to be here forever. well, she'll be here, on earth but not in Rhode Island.
sunday my class has planned to go out to breakfast, off to church, then bowling after church, then off to dinner then only goodness knows what. i'm going to suggest that we go to the beach. but...i have a feeling i'm going to get alot of "what." and "um." and "no."'s. *shrug* oh well. their loss! - Weller