tomorrow morning i leave for tennessee. are there that many double letters in that name? *shrug*. one full day for Mr. Nelly to call and have me answer. oh, he doesn't know what he's missing.
yeah, right. i know if he knew, he wouldn't call at all. haha.
is it wrong to want something just because it has the single letter "j" on it? my sister was making fun of me. so i have an obsession. sheesh. you'd think she of all people would be used to it by now!
nothing from Mr. Nelly. there's still hope.
so this trip thing. i'm not really that excited. trips don't really do that much for me. (except get me out of work and put me in debt).
a long time ago...back before the first age...i found an add for MWS's at that time 'new' album called this is your time and it's a picture of him standing on a rock by the ocean and a pocket watch is swinging in the background. the words on it say every moment is fleeting and fragile. and i want to frame it! i wish you all could see it cause i think you'd fall in love with it. (well, maybe just the die-hard MWS fans.)
there has to be so much more to type here.
OH! but there IS! at work i got taken into my manager's office and...i may be getting a slight promotion. *cheers* there two and a half weeks and i'm getting promoted! woot! i guess they're bringing the billing back in-house rather than sending it out. they need someone who knows how to do it.
get this...i can make my OWN hours! that's right! i can come in for one or two hours a day then leave! i could come in one day a week and leave! this will be excellent for when classes start up again. i'm so excited. i hope everything goes through ok.
the other day i re-did the fax list that we had above the fax. the thing was all written all over and stuff. so i did it on excel and put it in alphabetical order. then i printed it, saved it to a disk, put a copy of it on the manager's computer and erasted if rom the disk. i guess this impressed them (why? i thought they could do it too...) because that's the straw that got the doctors to agree with the manager about training me for billing.
i have to be more computer savvy more often, i deem.
the only thing i'm worried about on this trip...the fact that i can't sing at the top of my lungs. i don't think everyone on the van will appreciate that very much. and i have noticed that just listening to music gives me a headache. not jg, cause you can just sit there and enjoy him. but with other music i just have to sing! and i won't be able to. hopefully there will be lots of conversation so i won't have to try and find something to do.
i got to code all day the other day at work. coding is fun. for every diagnosis, there's a number attached. and there's a book about 4-5 inches thick with them all in it. go get a ruler.
i figure i'll only take 2 classes this semester. and one i don't know if i 'll have enough guts to take. taking another history class with dr. every, that's a given. wicked easy A and i like history. double plusses. (is that a word?) the other is a voice class. that't the one i'm not sure about. i wanted to take voice lessons and either never had the time or money, or never had the ambition. and i'm not sure i have what it takes.
i mean, yes, i can sing. but to have to sing in front of your peers who also can sing puts it into a new ball-park. i'm used to being one in five who can sing. now i'm nervous to be 20 in 20. know what i mean?
just thinking about it makes me scared. but, as with most things, once i get there i'll be perfectly fine and everything will run smoothly. it's the waiting that's killing me.
did i mention i saw the notebook the other night and i loved it! that was the best love story i have seen. of course i haven't been alive forever. and it probably doesn't help me that i have thought ryan gosling was cute back when he was in young hercules. but seriously, it was such a good love story. ok, so there are it's raunchy parts, but they didn't make me hate the movie as most raunch parts do. but it's such a great love story! ok i think you get my point. if you're young, you may want to steer clear for a while. RENT IT WHEN YOU'RE OLDAH!
i saw JAKE todaaaaaay! i miss him so much! i'll have to visit more often. jake jake jake.
i'm going to pack now. i'll be gone for 6 days. all of you that miss me should read this entry every day till i come back. no, don't do that. but you can leave me lots and lots of guestbook entries and notes and good stuff like that!
please pray for a save trip and a safe return home. love you guys! - Weller