this one's got to be short. i'm really getting ready for work. i should be reading my devotoion but i'll do that before i leave sometime too.
David offered to come help me paint my kitchen. i didn't ask. he offered. i wish he had offered to come watch us practice at church tonite. but i can't have everything.
the kind of jerk thing is, i think we were supposed to go to the movies with katie tonight...and painting interferes time-wise. am i becoming one of those chicks who stops hanging out with their friends because some boy wants to spend time with them? oh God, i pray not. this is the first time i've done it and hopefully they'll forgive.
then i think back to that entry i wrote about aranel's boyfriend. and i want to say this is different. and it is, in the fact that this here's a real live christian boy. but not that it disappointed me and that's exactly what i'm doing tonight.
am i thinking about this too much? i'll have to talk to them all tonight and see what happens. aw man, now i feel all bad. Good. - Weller