Saturday!
a day to meself!
i'll be spending it with david. YAY! tee hee.
last night katie and i went to dinner. it was so much fun. i never realized how much our brains think the same until then. it's like everything i was thinking, she'd say. which is good. maybe i should have her say the things i don't!
but we talked about tons of stuff. her sarah, my sarah and ben, david, matt, life in general. it seems whenever we get together the talk turns to relationships and love. which is good, cause i never talk to anyone about those things.
rarely do i write an entry on them.
and i can talk to her about that stuff. aranel always wants me to talk to her about it, but i just can't. here i am talking to katie like it's nothing.
she wants to take a road trip to Alaska next year. i want to go so very much! i fear after christmas i won't have much money, and what will david do when i'm gone? i know! wait for me to get back! duh!
but it was just so much fun to talk and be extremely stupid with someone else my age. lol at least i know i'm not the only one that could qualify for admittance into Neverland. if Peter ever comes around.
after dinner we got some Starbucks and headed off to Walden Books. that's the usual stoppage we do when up in warwick together. checked out the bibles and "help" books. journals, scrap books, good stuff like that. i saw a LOTR Trilogy desk calendar! 13 bucks. it's one of the little ones you can rip each page off of. it was nice! reeeeeeeeal nice. shiny.
i've got some bills to pay. i owe my mom 236 bucks for my car insurance for this month. and i was supposed to pay it the third. it's the twentieth. *makes a face*
some lady told me christmas is 6 weeks away. i don't want to check my calendar in fear that this is true.
isn't that crazy! and me with not even a list. usually i'm all buying right now and have a few people left.
what am i going to get david!? EEK! i've never really bought anything for a guy before. i mean, his birthday was a couple weeks ago, but that was just his birthday. this is christmas. i spent 100+ bucks on him for his birthday. i suppose i could do that again, but in little things here and there. ooh i do love him so.
tomorrow is the second sunday school class led by sylvia and i. fun. there's going to be a problem here. last suday sylvia asked if i could pray for our cookies and milk. and i couldn't.
IF I CAN'T PRAY FOR COOKIES AND BLASTED MILK, HOW AM I GOING TO BEGIN AND END THE CLASS WITH A PRAYER EVERY SUNDAY.
something needs to happen, and it needs to happen fast.
i guess praying out loud is one of those things you just have to do to know how? can anyone help me with that? any suggestions? well, any beside "just say what's in your heart" cause if i hear that one more time i'm liable to...i dunno...hear it one more time, i guess.
i know to pray what's in my heart. but how do i do that out loud. what i say in my head to God and what will come out are to totally different things. and i don't want to pray just cause i have to, either. i want to want to pray out loud. *sigh* oh my life.
well, it's almost eleven o'clock and i have my nappy head to do. so i'll be checkin in later. luvs! - Weller

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