so i updated my profile. please don't be mad at me guys! i took all your comments down. i want to think of some really good ones!
"tomorrow, tomorrow
i'll love ya
tomorrow..."
and it's closer than a day away.
tomorrow.
the candidate for our new pastor comes for an interview. this guy came all the way from Wisconsin or something, maybe it's Ohio. it's probably neither. i can't keep them all straight.
i really should be fasting right now. praying. seeking help from God.
genius me just thought about that now that i'm stuffing my face with chicken, brocoli and cheeze.
another problem. the things that i'm supposed to be thinking about are so far from my mind it's incredable.
maybe i'm going through all of this to make me realize that i need not be living in a cloud anymore. i need to *gulp* grow up. *shivers* oooh, i really don't want to think about that.
ok, so i'm already 21, that's pretty grown up, i suppose.
back to things at hand! the pulpit comittee is meeting with him at 10am tomorrow morning.
i don't know if i should be scared, excited, disappointed, on the edge of my seat, what?
i'm afraid that if i do that, any of those things, either i'll see what i want to see and miss what God wants me to see, or i'll be right (which ever emotion i do choose) and no one else will see what i do.
but i suppose if it's God's will, many will agree. i just don't want my feelings to get in the way of this. this is too big.
this man could change my church! for the better or the worse, but hopefully for the better! i'm just afraid that we'll jump on it and it won't be what God wants for us.
then can you imagine the problems that will arise? we have enough of those.
*sigh* i'm only 21. i'm teaching sunday school, working 40 hours a week, serving on the pulpit comittee, in the dance group at church, have a boyfriend and 7 girls that i am very close to to entertain.
i'm only 21.
-Weller