we had the voting meeting.
he needed 42 votes in his favor to pass.
he only got 40.
i'm trying to be optimistic about this.
i've already been through the semi-tear drive home and have given myself the "it happened for a reason" speech.
but what i really need help on is trusting God.
trusting that if i have to go through this whole process again, he will bring us through. again, again, and again. it may take another 2 years for us to find someone. it may take another 5 minutes.
but i've realized that i need to ask God to help me trust him. help me lean on him until it's over. and even after it's over.
but i've never thought of myself as not trusting God.
that's really what i'm doing when i question him, is it not? i know, you can ask God why sometimes and that's okay. but the way i go about asking things isn't like that usually.
i need to trust him. please, help me trust You!
this time i want to go through this leaning all the way.
on the strongest shoulder ever there was. - Weller

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