ah, it's that time again!
time for me to start sympathizing with all yall's still continuing ur education like the awesome people you're bound to become.
i hear you all. the stress of finals, always looking around the corner to where freedom from classes awaits. i don't miss it.
not a bit! but i will keep you all in my prayers and thoughts. that's what got me through it!
well, i'm not gonna do one of those apologetic entries about not writing. that was like the last 57 entries i wrote. moving on here...
can you believe i'm stressing over an engagement that hasn't even HAPPENED yet! well, i'm sure you can believe it. and i'm not truly stressing over it. i'm just getting real restless about it all.
truly, i don't know how my mom waited (what did she say...) 6? 8? years to be engaged. are you kidding me? or did she say that was until they got married. no, i think it was engaged...anyway.
i mean, i've had alot of patience up until the last few months. i mean, i went and bought a pacifier cz solitaire look-alike that i wear when i'm feeling like i want to be engaged. but come on. shouldn't need to do that, eh?
and what's with me trying to stay away from zales every time i go to the mall. it's not going to bite me, but it's not going to do me any good looking at it.
the thing is, i know he's going to ask me to marry him and i know it's going to be the ring that i adore that he puts on my finger.
but when.
that's what's killing me. we'll be at our two year mark in July. is this too soon to be expecting things like this? i don't know. everyone keeps telling me 60 different things and i wish they'd all just talk to david and get the story straight.
i suppose it's all this "planning" with Aranel getting married and such. it's constantly in my head and i want it.
i guess i've never really sad it before but i want to be with david for the rest of my life. i can only imagine the wonders God has for us to share together. i can only guess at them. that's a wonderful feeling.
speaking of david, he's got a new job that he adores. i'm so happy for him! he'll stay with them for a good while, i'm guessing. i've never seen him so happy about going to work at 6 in the morning...lord knows i'd be one grumpy woman.
speaking of work...(hehe) i get to work all day, that's 8 hours (woot) alone, with 3 providers and it being monday the busiest day of the entire week.
someone please pray i'll make it tomorrow.
also, please remember my co-worker (wink) Liz. her brother died on friday and the whole family is taking it real hard, as to be expected. but they don't know God and don't have that hope inside of them that everything will be taken care of in time. i guess just pray that there will be a door God will open for them all through this, and that God will let them sence his presence and give them peace.
i suppose i should get to bed. long day tomorrow.
love you guys! - Weller