oh boy [ 07.19.06, 11:11 a.m. ]

right now i'm actually at work.
i've noticed that alot of my dear dland friends have been leaving me messages!
hooray!
i feel like i've abandoned this place.
*looks around*
nobody's fault but mine.

so i've started the new job, cause i'm here.

the dr is on a medical mission/vacay in the philippines. he's visiting his family and helping lots of people out there.

he's wonderful.

so i've got his desk till he comes back. bet i look like a twit. i'm sitting here typing away on my laptop and i've got his computer on my left side too.

i'm waiting for an email from him telling me more things i can do. i just about fixed everything up around here so i'm gonna be sitting for the next 3 weeks until he gets back.

someone pray i don't die of boredom. i almost did yesterday. i really called up my mom and asked her what she did all that day. yeah. i was bored.

david and i are wonderful. had yet another "fight" but we're good now. seems that the crud we fight about is so rediculous it's not even worth fighting about. the thing is, when i'm mad at him i want him to know it and i want him to change whatever it is that i don't like. then when he's mad at me i can't see it like that. so when i do i feel bad.

our fights consist of guilty faces and sitting on the couch till one of us brings it up. or, if we're not in the same house then we text message eachother every 10 seconds with 3 paragraphs about whatever it is. then it's i'm sorries and how we can prevent it the next time.

so our "fights" really are productive. i think we're both realizing that our introvert-ness isn't going to work if we want a relationship as serious as we do so we're trying to squash stuff as soon as it starts and prevent stuff if we see it coming.

we're getting there. only 3 fights so far in 2 years. ...and they've all happened within the last 3 months...hm...

well, it's cold in here dude! i'm gonna see if there's some other stuff i can do. i've got to be here for 5 and 1/2 hours more. i can do it! (remember to pray i don't die of boredom. hehe)

luvs! - Weller

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