seems to me we all take alot of time waiting and watching for things...
maybe not enough time taking things on faith and being surprised...
i bet if we let our faith filter alot of things we'd be pleasantly surprised instead of being irritated when things show up "late"...
i think i'm getting sick. throat's sore, head is congested. back feels like someone should sit on it.
someone fairly light, that is...
maybe it will be over before tomorrow. not like i have anything to do.
wedding isn't going very far right now. we're seriously considering moving the month up.
i don't think we will, i feel something inside of me pushing for August. no other month sounds right when put with the subject of our wedding to me... strange? maybe.
david came over again last night. it felt good to just sit there and spin ideas off eachother. talk about things that matter the most and things that will end up mattering while staring at a wall and using eachother's body heat.
it was nice.
okay, just took a break to read some entries of people smarter than me. you guys are deep...
i really don't know why i'm here. waiting to see if david will grace me with his presence once again. probably not. he would've let me know by now.
SO
just got paid friday. just lost all my money to bills. how nice.
only 6hundred or so to pay off on my car then it will be mine! i need to get some money into that account, that's for sure!
it's cold down here. i was supposed to go to a meeting today but i didn't feel like it. i zoned out all the way home and am thinking about getting to bed a bit early tonight.
i feel like an old person. you know, how your grandparents get up at like 4:12am and go to bed at like 12:56am. yeah. it's not that extreme over here but i do feel like i'm in bed early too much.
they say too much sleep makes you tired. i just think i'm wearing out earlier on in life. oh goodie. wonder what the future has in store. hehe.
i get bored here. everything's semi-clean. i'm not really a Sims freak anymore. (takes too long to load, mainly and it's easy to play now. predictable) i could read my bible a bit more. but who wants to do that. (isn't it awful) sudoku's not a challenge, and when it is, it's more of an annoyance. i'm too lazy to go visit my friends.
what is this world coming to!
what am i coming to?
seems like a blob of nothingness. i need to get out more. when the sun's out. so i can be more tan than my non-native/african american boyfriend!
okay, so i'm wasting time...