it doesn't even feel like christmas.
what is up with them apples?
i can't even think of anything to by anyone this year. even wandering around and looking hasn't helped.
why doesn't it feel like christmas?
i was praying last night and babbling like i tend to do and the verse about "be still and know that i am God" popped into my head. it was like peace just came down and sat with me last night.
now, i don't know wether or not it was because i was so tired, but i had some strange dreams about thomas. not just thomas, but he stuck out in my mind.
i don't like having dreams about friends. it makes me think that i'm missing something. specially the dreams where they need you and you're trying to help them but you can't. that makes me paranoid a bit.
i'm not going to go up to him sunday and be like, "so, what's up with you. had a dream. blah blah blah." but i just feel like there's something going on there in his life and he needs some encouragement.
i'm not very good at giving that unless prompted. but i think i can try.
christmas.
why doesn't it feel like christmas?