Aur Maer - Good Morning
MMMMMMMM. it's so darned early. well i guess that 8 isn't early. but it is when i know my day won't end till 12 tomorrow. yea, figure that out. so joe keeps calling me, and it's aiite, but he keeps asking me why i told him we can't ever get back together. i'm thinkin for the same reasons we had to break up. plus, i like eddie. ;) it's cool having him for a friend. we don't need to be anything more. there's no need for it. but he says he really likes me. what am i gonna do about that? nothing, you like who you like, weather the feeling is mutual is another story. i want a friend, and that's what he became. i'm not just all the sudden go back to being a couple. it wouldn't work. we didn't even make my usual 2 month mark. by that i mean i don't just dump them after 2 months...it just so happens that we end up breaking up around two months after we got together. it's just a freak thing that happens.
do we all know that i am afraid of guys? figured this out. now, one guy, i may not have to have a heart attack, but like the grocery crew in the back room...too many. waaaaaay too many. they are guys and they are strangers. hence my scaredness. well i better go to escuela and "learn" something. hehehe adios!