i think i'm beginning to get brave. either that or i've completely lost my mind. (or, wait, get this, i could like Erucolindo alot)
man, he's such a nice guy and wicked easy to talk to. and everyone thinks he's cute. (except 4Nuggets who thinks he's HOT)i just wanna squeeze him!
ok, why am i brave? cause anyone who knows me knows i mind my own business (most of the time) and keep far far faaaaaaaar away from boys. but it's different with Erucolindo. i'm not scared of him, nor am i intimidated. he's a wicked awesome guy and i do like him very much. i hope he can see that tho. i'm sure sarah's dropped a few hints around, but i do really really like him.
i'm kinda scared of the fact that like him as much as i do. cause whenever a guy's liked me, i haven't liked him as much, and i'm afraid that's what is gonna happen here. but, hey, i gotta wait for what time will bring. (right 4Nuggets? go with the flow!) hehe
well, we'll see what happens. OH! i still didn't tell u why i'm brave! ok, here it is. i went to KB yesterday night while tami and lidsney were in payless and i talked to him. by myself. sarah wasn't there for moral support. THAT is why i'm scaring myself and i'm brave. but you can't understand. i like him very much so. i smile all the time, i go to BED smiling! i mean, if that's not scary! lol
i'm being more tolerant at work (sometimes) i'm just like on cloud 9 over here. and i'm lovin every minute of it!
*what a beautiful, what a beautiful mess i'm in*
mel - weller