Monday After [ 10.20.03, 10:12 a.m. ]

RANDOM: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God." - Matthew 5:8

true true.

went bowling yesterday. kept my mind off things that are to come and things that have passed. aranel liked her cake. now i'm sitting here alone. my family left and i have naught to do.

yesterday i sent an email to a wonderful friend stating how i haven't really cried yet. i don't know if that's a good thing or not. it probably isn't. i'm also becoming irritated at the slightest drop of a pin. this is not me. i know, it takes time, but do you think that these are related somehow? i do.

saw elemina, candisto and lidsney yesterday too. mom had me pick up some apples for a pie. saw Soda also. lucky me. it lifted my spirits some, but not for long.

i don't know what to do today. i didn't go to classes cause i didn't want to. and there's no work until friday. i need to do something. i was going to get a sweater for the funeral tomorrow but i realized i don't have any money at all.

this is why i'm looking on ebay for JG stuff, right? riiight. i'm so weird. my cousins from KY are down and i'm starting to wonder what they're doing today. o well. i think this will be a stay muh butt home day. maybe i should scrounge at least 40 bucks up and try to find a sweater. i'm gonna be cold if not. *sigh* i dunno. i don't want to do anything, really. i'll see what lauren's doin. YEA! gotta go! - Weller

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