(this entry is exactly identical to my Jan 28th entry. same problem, same person, same feelings except what is on the bottom*.)
"About Friendship"
how can you tell if you're being a good friend? honestly, how do you know? apparently i have somewhat of an idea but lack much of the basic knowledge.
are you being a friend when you don't tell the person how you truly feel? no. and this will ultimately make the relationship fall.
see, in my circumstance, i tried so hard to act like nothing she did or talked about bothered me. in the end it was that pretending that eventually caused the rift between us.
indeed i must confront her, as she did me, and apologize for hurting her. i would never hurt her on purpose. that i know for a fact. but not telling her what i needed to tell her was doing just that.
after all this i hope she'll forgive me.
*and also stop acting like someone she's not. huh, maybe i should knock that off too.