RANDOM: "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." - Psalm 46:1
it happened. he called me again. the other night. he didn't bring any thing up about us tho. i knew he wanted to, perhaps he decided against it last minute? called to tell me that he didn't get into much trouble when we went out that morning. good. i'm glad his gf didn't freak out on him, that would have given him another reason to dump her for me. great.
anyways. a plus in my dept today. went over my aunt's house and it's a good thing i did. the original plan was to ask if we could house-sit for her when she went to florida for a week. us girls that are planning to move out in May. test the water. see if we can survive a week. (like that would show us anything. people can hold stuff in for a week.)anyways we went over there (me and jess), we talked to my wonderful aunt about it all and got our concerns out in the process. sounds to me like there is really no way i can move in with them now. i figured out i have the funds to do so. you may be confused. let me explain, we can't live with eachother. it showed itself tonight. and only with 2 of us present. i can't live with them. it's just not going to be healthy. all of us will end up hating eachother for it. i know we will. ok, so that will be an experience. right, it will. but i don't want to hate the friends i've taken so long to get to know. know what i mean? sheesh.
on another note. 'joseph', had to watch it again. he's just beautiful. the hair, the big eyes the perfect teeth, the BODY. i hate seeing men's bodies by the way, they can all keep their shirts on. but this guy just busts that rule. i think him and...who was it...i don't know, some other movie guy got through the "wear a shirt at all times" rule. there are only 2. that's quite something.
everyting's such a mess. i watched 'father of the bride' from the recommendation of Louis and i'm wondering why he'd like such a chick flick. granted, steve martin is one of his favorite people and he told me he liked his faces in this movie...but...father of the bride? hm, Louis.
*whistles and looks around* got some more of my story edited. it starts out much better. i had a twinge of creativity last night and i figured i'd better use it while it lasted. it's all good.
i had such a hard time getting up this morning. i think it was because i got that extra hour of sleep cause of the lack of sunday school. never again. well, there is next week, but i think i'll have everyone sleep over and we'll skip that sunday. take one off. just go for dance practice. after all, classes do start that tuesday for me. erch, classes. i guess i'll be okay. whatever. i'll deal with whatever, whenever. sounds good. i think it's early bed time for me tonight. kind of tired, that restless tired. where you want to do something, but you don't want to cause you know you're tired, you can feel it in your eyes. it would be good if i could sleep with my eyes open like elves do. then maybe i'd see something cool. or not. - Weller