had a dream last night about JG. this one scared me kind of tho.
ok, so they all scare me. but this one was different.
my mom and dad, krystal, shana, and my aunt avis and sharon went to go visit Josh Groban at his home. i guess we were invited. his house was a building that seemed to be off of the ramp at CCRI. there were lots of students there. anyways. we went in and i only ended up looking in his face twice the whole time. i sat on the floor and he'd ask me if i'd like to take his seat, but i didn't and told him i liked sitting on the floor.
january was there. and she gave me a dirty look before sitting down beside josh. so she was sitting right beside him on the couch and his mom sat next to her. i sat beside his mom on the floor with my back agains the arm rest of the couch. january had bright dark green eyes and they didn't look like she was born with them.
he said to forgive him if we wanted him to sign things and he just ended up standing in front of us, waiting to talk. i'm like...ok. (he could stand in front of me all day for all i care)
i went to find someting outside the house and was talking to a person about how i liked january. she seemed like a good person. when i came back to the house there were a ton of people standing around his door. a ton of girls. my family was gone, replaced by these girls who were waiting for something. anxious it seemed they were. there was a big hub-bub inside. i saw a stretcher through the window and Josh's mom going nuts. the first thing that popped into my mind was that something had happened to either Josh or his dad. i asked a girl next to me who was sitting on a bench. she said that all the sudden January had gone into labor. josh's mom freaked, josh freaked and january got angry. this news was puzzling casue she didn't look pregnant in any way when i came in the door.
then i remember feeling worried for josh. and slightly angry at him for being so careless.
i heard screaming from his mom saying "you don't even know if it's his or not!" then january screaming back "i don't even want it!"
then i started pacing the floor and thinking about how degraded josh must feel right now and then 3 people came scurrying down the hallway with white lab jackets on. i heard one of them say "we've got to get the baby." apparently from the rest of the events they were from the adoption agency. when they opened the door i saw josh's face. it was streaked with tears and he had backed himself into a corner. then the door shut.
some girl brushed past me and knocked me with her elbow, then another on my other side this time almost knocking me over. i didn't know why. the people in the white jackets never came out of the room, they disappeared as well as january and the baby.
all i could think about was how i was ging to explain this to my mother.
then there was another separate dream where josh's new music video was in a field of a whole bunch of french people, and he was dancing like an idiot. it was cute dancing like an idiot. to me anyways. but for some reason. i was there. following him around, laughing. then once he had the whole french population convinced he was an idiot he kind of smiled and danced his way to a stage where he sang You Raise Me Up in french and astounded them all. of course, by that time i was in the background singing in harmony at the top of my lungs, which no one seemed to mind. the only thing was, i was singing in english and he was singing in french. now who'se the idiot! haha.
do you see why i'm scared! *chuckle* - Weller