oh the horror!
can you guys believe i've got a myspace page. oh goodness. someone smack me real hard with a smelly fish.
that's what's been taking up most of my time. myspace is the lame excuse i've got for neglecting the best peeps in the world.
will you accept my apology?
i understand.
life's been going as usual. things at the office aren't as bad as i thought they'd be. *ghasp* i know, i know. i'm not one to make up the drama but it's not that bad there, truly. like if things keep going the way they are, i'll be fine.
i'll be stuck as the person who knows a little bit of everything and get's paid eleven bucks an hour forever. but i'll be fine.
in reality, i'm looking towards this week as a fresh start. for a week after all the drama started i was angry and frustrated and hurt. for the WHOLE week.
i admit i didn't give things a chance that week. i didn't want to. i wanted out. why? because i truly felt that i was not appreciated anymore. why? because the one person i was close with was leaving. how does that make sense?
okay, so i realize i still do their work for them sometimes and whatever, but at least i don't have a boss coming out every 3 minutes and asking me why that pile of call backs is still there.
well, i'm trying to make up for not giving things a chance now. i realized that being angry every day all day wasn't going to work for me or anyone else. cause they didn't care and i wasn't going to let them take my joy.
so, now that i decided this, it's all hunky dory until someone says something stupid. haha. won't be long.
aren't i the optimist...
david is still alive. we've decided we're stupidly boring and that we've got to start doing SOMETHING together besides play PS2 games and watch TV. that's what happens AFTER marriage, you do nothing. way to start early, eh?
sarah and shaun are good i suppose. i haven't really talked to them, which is partly my fault, but i still feel awkward around them. them together and them apart. *shakes her head* i don't get it. well, i do, but i don't want to.
spent some time with lspeth today. it's been so long since i've been over there it's crazy. it was fun. we watched what about bob. it was funny, bill murray has some problems tho...sheesh. then we laid around and listened to old school music and the like. fell asleep.
also went to evening service.
speaking of church...SERVICE THIS AM WAS AWESOME! like pastor is GOOD, but i had NO idea he was THAT good. haha. okay, so it's really God that's good but you get my drift. i can't remember a thing he said right now but i took notes. it was a refreshing service.
*ah*
- Weller