i'm writing this entry cause i'm not getting a lunch today. i like to complain about things like that, usually when i'm not alone in losing my lunch.
BUT.
it's a good day none the less.
had a JG dream. nice one for a long time overdue! it actually woke me up at the end and i thought about writing it down. it was 2am.
i can't remember alot. but apparently he was giving a concert in the parkinglot of the wakefield mall. if you live around here, you know that the mall, is not in fact a mall...it's a mess.
anyway...
i kept walking around in the mall and kept seeing josh, knowing it was him and just walking past. his hair was long over his face and i couldn't see it was really him, but it was like i knew him personally so i didn't care if it was him or not. but i did care. strange.
SO, that went on twice and then i was out in the parking lot sitting on some patio furniture with a table and chatting with my sister and mother. everyone else had stadium seating...
so he's singing and looking dead at me nine times out of ten. and i'm acting like i'm the supporting girlfriend, nodding and smiling my approval...i don't know him but it feels like i do...i'm confusing myself.
now, remember i don't quite recall the whole dream, which is why i woke up at 2am after it was over and thought i should write it down...crazy, it was 2am.
i guess when the concert finally got going, he was set up under the staples entrance and he came down into the crowd. no one was freaking out, apparently they were content to just listen to the noteage rather than lust after the man producing the notes.
so he's walking around singing into his black handheld mic and he stops at our patio table. still singing, we have him sign some autographs, sweetness. then he puts down his mic and starts up a convo.
the music is still playing and he's supposed to be singing and he's over here chatting with us. like no one else is around an he's got nothing else to do. awesome. i have him sign mom's program because by this time, she's gone somewhere...i don't know why you would wander off if he's wandering around, but okay.
here's the music playing and josh is just chatting away, and my responses are perfect. i'm acting like i've known him forever, joking and laughing, listening intently of course. he's acting like i'm a long lost friend and we need to catch up. all the while his band's ending the song he was supposed to be singing and i'm thinking the crowd is hating me and someone's gonna shoot me on the way out of the parking lot.
but who cares, i talked to JG...oooook.
the funniest part that i can remember of the end of this wonderful dream was when another guy from the band starts singing one of the songs in place of Josh casue he won't get his butt up there. josh got all mad and goes "i hate it when he does that...he always has to do that." all ticked off and cute. it was awesome. i just laughed.
so he grabs his mic and says goodbye to go back to the stage and i'm still being paranoid about fans killing me. he doesn't go to the stage. he stands in front of me and everything gets blocked out but him. like a movie when everything gets fuzzy and everything's all slow and a breeze is blowing in the background...
just like that.
it was marvelous. why? not just because he's standing there looking all handsome...
there's that, and there's the fact that he's looking right into my eyes, all star struck. and don't you know i'm looking right back trying to read his mind and tell him i'm so madly in love with him and we should just run away together and make many singing babies...
okay, so the running away and babies part i just added on, but if i wasn't thinking it in my dream, i should've been.
i really wish i could have cause it went on for a good couple minutes. it was the most wonderful dream feeling ever. wow.
that's when i noticed my clock said 2am and thought i should write it all down.
*sigh* what a wonderful thing...