"Affection"
me and 4Nuggets? yeah, we're in the same boat. boys just keep on messin up our plans. lol not on purpose, but it would be nice if they'd look our way once and a while. what i'm babbling about...the main guys in our lives have girlfriends and we're powerless to stop them. now, we're happy they're happy and we don't want them to fail in their relationships but we like them so much.
so, me and 4Nuggets have bonded. again.
lemme elaborate on my part, and 4Nuggets can elaborate on hers in her own time.
eddie is constantly on my mind. he won't get out of it. and when i hear about him, it's usually about his gf and how he might fall for her and blah blah blah. it takes character to be the friend of the guy you love. now, i'm not talkin mushy valentine love (cause i'm anti-valentine) i'm talkin, bein friends with this kid for most of your known existence and having been his gf once, you do love the guy. i know i didn't do it right when we dated, and i constantly think about how this chick is besting me. now, i'm not calling her a chick to be rude, that's what i call chicks. and this girl is pretty, she seems to have a very nice attitude about things and a good head on her shoulders, the only thing that irks me is that she really likes eddie, and eddie is beginning to really like her. and she's not me.
ok, it finally came out. i am jealous...yet again. i seem to have this problem all the time. lol *shrugs* i'll have to work on that.
school tomorrow, then work. i was just asleep and woke up to have some ice cream, and talkin to 4Nuggets and i'm goin to bed again. lol how messed up?
mel - weller