FOR YOU: "Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us, or we find it not." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
seems like ralph was a pretty smart guy.
i just finished watching the JG special on VH1 and i'm more excited than ever to go to that concert. i'm lovin it!
OH! i have to call 4Nuggets! i promised her i'd call after i watched JG. so, here i am, calling...OH! she picked up! oh, she's eating her own kind! and 4! that's blasphemous!
oh great. one of my friends thinks i stood her up. i didn't go to bible study tonite cause i just didn't wanna miss the JG special. so i didn't say i was going on sunday when i saw everyone. she went to the meeting place i guess. oh well. now she's telling her sister that i stood her up. good stuff. i wish she would have tried callin my HOUSE phone and not just my cell cause when she called, i was at home. yea...so i'll have to clear that up and hope she doesn't bite my head off like she loves to do.
onward! forgot i had a test today in criminal law. went to class and remembered. good 'ol brain of mine. so i 'studied' i dunno if i can call it that, really. i think i got at least a high seventy (70). i pray i got that.
OH! speaking of praying...went over my dance teacher's house yesterday night and hung out. she's so cool. we talked about the passion and she answered my question about the dead people from before. in Romans it says that they had the law, nothing else, they didn't have the holy spirit to guide them. they only had their law..and what they knew was right. before jesus came, their fate was decided by weather or not they followed their consience. i know, it sounds like "oook...sure." but if you read Romans it makes sence. so the people in hell at that time were there because they had not followed their consience and done good works. (i'm not tryin to get all old school middle ages catholic church obver here...read Romans) ok, so she explained it MUCH better than i am right now. so when jesus died, he went into hell and preached to all those there. and he took the keys to hell from satan. it's scripture! wicked cool. and THAT is why at the end of the passion the devil was alone in hell screaming his head off. YAY!
So the night was just so much fun. it ended up being me, my sister, our friend NeekaBees and her after a while and it was just so enlightening. she's got it down! so encouraging to see someone like that, you know? someone who not only book knows what they believe but know know what they believe. and live what they believe. awesome.
we talked about some things that have been bothering us about people and the group and stuff and we just kind of vented. but it wasn't that gossipy venting, you know? it was the good, heart cleaning kind. aaaaaaw.
i'm wondering what to do now. 4Nuggets blew me off on the phone. now i don't have anything to talk about. OH! Namander came back from FL and brought me a present! i got so excited. she's so cute! (i'll have to get her something extra good for her b-day...all the way in...some time.) and yes, the bear's name WILL be Namander...none of this ROSE crud.
so, while i was stalking watching JG on VH1 i got so happy i knew of him that it scared me. lol i even LIKE january jones because that man is just so cute. what worries me is that he did not (in both of his albums) thank God. not once. like i know it's just a name all people toss in there cause they think they're gonna become dis-famous if they don't cause God's gonna do something to them...but it would make my mind (and heart) a little more at ease to at least know God's name was in there. i dunno. am i nuts? like...JG in hell...NOOOOOOOOO! (not saying he doesn't believe in God OR that he just should have thanked God like everyone else...)but could you imagine him singing with the angels in heaven! see! these are the things i do that scare me. lol
oh, look it's my doggie. hello doggie. watched what's eating gilbert grape last night. i remember it being much better, but it was still good. tomorrow i get to go shopping for my mom's birthday gift. her b-day is thursday and i have that day off! YAY!
ok, i think i'm done...hey, *scrolls up* this is a long one. - Weller